I'm not sure where this is gonna go....

...but in this moment all I know is the skyline through the window, the moon above you and the streets below. Hold my breath as you're moving in. Taste your lips and feel your skin. When the time comes, baby don't run. Just kiss me slowly.

    I honestly have not a clue how I manage to remain standing when I'm with you//how I keep breathing when you touch me//how I speak when you make me blush.
    I'm impatiently awaiting his phone call. I don't care what we do, as long as we spend time together. Just seeing him from across the room is enough to put a smile on my face. Any time he hugs me, or I feel his skin on mine, my heart beats just a little bit faster.
    Maybe one day you all won't have to read about him in every post. For now though, I hope it doesn't annoy you. It helps me channel the thoughts and really think about things, without just the feelings guiding me. It's my way of protecting my heart//my mind. My way of surviving.
    I do love each and every one of you for actually caring enough (or simply having human interest) and taking the time to read this. Everybody needs someone who cares. :)
 
    People come into our lives for a reason. The impact they have may leave us bent and broken or smiling for days. However they leave us on their departure, they were there for a reason.

    Finals week is fast approaching. I have mixed feelings about this. For one, it means this horrific semester is coming to a close. Good. On the other hand, it means I'll be leaving sooner than I want. Bad. I'll figure out how to balance everything soon enough.
    As my internship in New Hampshire gets closer, I get more and more nervous. It's a new experience, a new place with new people.... it's all just so new. I try to embrace the changes, the new things, but this might be more of a challenge than I anticipated. :/

To me:
    Promise me this. You won't let the pain of the past get in the way of the happiness in the future. You'll look before each leap, but you won't stop to over analyze every detail first. Don't be afraid to let people in. If they love you for what you are, let them have you. You are amazing and tomorrow will be your day, just like today. Promise me that life will be what you make it and that from now on, you'll make it amazing. Promise me.