There is a tree on campus I used to watch all the time; the cycle of it's leaves. I was sitting beside it this morning and I realized the leaves were full now. While waiting for the leaves to wake, I must have stopped watching.
I have only three more chances, maybe six.
Advice is easier to give than take right? Like medicine? I wish I could take my own advice. Let go of your inhibitions and follow your heart. You miss a million opportunities when you let your fears stop you.
Life is overwhelming. My new found sense of freedom is turning out to be more harmful than beneficial. I need to get away. That urge to run is getting stronger. There are so few things keeping me afloat.
A night on the beach. A starlight walk down the river. Dancing like a fool when I think no one is looking. Cuddling. Singing our favorite songs while driving down the highway. Forgetting that a world exists outside of us. Not caring who's watching. Talking about our favorite memories. Pretending we're twelve years old on a playground.
I don't want any promises.
My simple request: You take me away from all the things that are backing me into a corner my own fear created. I need you. I need you to take me away.
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