"When I first laid eyes on you, well the night just felt so odd. You looked at me and the stars lined up. I gave it my best shot. Loving you is like throwing a lasso around a tornado. I tried to hold on to..... I thought I could show you. I've always been afraid of flying, but you can't blame a girl for trying."
I'm tired of being the one who misses out. This time, I put my heart on the table and you let it sit. I won't be her this time. You'll be the one missing out. You'll be the one hoping you would have done something all along. I'll let you know this, though. Hopefully it will remind you of what you're missing.
I won't let myself do this again, because it can't take it.
Just know this. You're amazing. No matter what you may think of yourself or what you have been told in the past. You're a beautiful person. Stop trying to be something you're not, because I love who you are. You'll be much happier once you start seeing your true reflection. You don't have to please everyone else, just you.
Smile the smile I know and adore. Laugh when you want, even if nobody else thinks it's funny (besides, I think everything is funny... so at least I'll be laughing too). Embrace every line of your face. Love who you are, because it's you.
I'm not ready to leave. I'm not ready to say goodbye, even if it's only temporary. I didn't even say goodbye to Jerry!!!! Now I have to go back next week. :)
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