Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I'm just a child who longs on her knees

    I unpacked almost all of my things. You would think I would realize how much useless stuff I had when I packed, but I didn't. Life could have been a bit easier.

    This week is all about figuring out my footing. So far, I'm still wearing slick shoes on wet ice. Hopefully I figure this out before the end of the week. 


    I cried when one broke my heart for the first time. I cried when one cheated on me. I have never in my life cried for what I'm crying for now.
    I'm crying because I can see him for the first time in 4 months. I'm crying because he makes me happy. I'm crying because I care about him and he doesn't treat me like crap.
    For the first time ever, a man has made me cry because he's sweet and caring rather than a heartless fool.

As happy as I am, it was easier not being able to see him knowing there was over a thousand miles between us. Now, we're only minutes apart and our schedules are working against us.

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