I can't tell you...

I can't tell you....
    -I'm happy. I'm not.
    -You never cross my mind. You're always there.
    -My heart is whole. I feel the pain every day.
    -This is where I want to be. I put my dreams on hold.

I can, however, promise you that I am working on being exactly who I want to be. I am running in the direction I mapped out for myself before you, before this. I know what I deserve and I'm going to get it. I'm smiling, every chance I get. Soon enough, I'll be where I should be.

I fall every now and then, and I fall hard... but I always get up. You'll never win.