Wednesday, October 19, 2011

You say....

    remember all those things you said? Were they true?

    In the words of T Swift, my heart forgets to remind me that you're a bad idea. The universe finds a way though. You have replaced my heart's logic by taking it upon yourself to remind me of the emotional pain that comes with the unstable situation we find ourselves in.
    I'm trying my best to understand, I really am. I can only comprehend so much of your end because you never tell me anything about it. Now, I'm the pot and you're the kettle because I'm doing the same thing. Can you understand how I feel if I don't explain it clearly? Of course not.
   

If there were a way to explain without being judged, I would.
If there a way to take back the emotions I expressed, I would.

    I'm not good at sharing how I feel because I'm scared of letting people in. Letting them in means they have gained the potential to do a great amount of harm to my currently unstable emotional standing. However, I let you in. I told you how I feel.
    I'm waiting. Currently, there's nothing.

At least let me know you're still alive. 

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