This week is AstroCamp. We get to learn about space. :) I'm really just here to stand in the corner and talk a little bit about nature. It's a nice little break from the non stop.
It's been a little while since we've spoken last, me and him. About a month now. I won't lie and say I wasn't sad. I left Tampa knowing that we were at a point in the story line where it was horrible for me to leave. I feared that when I returned, all of our progress would mean nothing. I made a promise to myself that my focus would be on New Hampshire and I was doing well. I WAS doing well.
Dani and I talked about his lack of contact and she argued that I should forget him and move on. I thought it would be a good idea, so I agreed. There I was. Ready, not to forget, but to leave things open for more opportunities. Then I get to work this morning and he responded.
At this point, I would have been better off without an answer. I accepted that I wasn't a priority and I focused my attention at all the gorgeous and wonderful men New Hampshire has to offer. :p
The line that did me in. "You behave yourself. Can't wait to see your smiling face again."
I keep making the same mistakes I always make. I allow them to hurt me because in my mind, the good always outweighs the bad. If you've won my heart, I guess you can hurt my however you'd like until I finally break. It's the same from all of us. We never learn from our mistakes.
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